Secrets from Rapunzel

This is the Flower of Life. It is the most significant of all the symbols in sacred geometry. Encoded within it is the blueprint for all creation. Sacred Geometry is a universal language which allows us to access ancient knowledge contained in our cellular memory. It enables us to understand wisdom from cultures that have left earth long ago. It is the key to understanding the nature and value of color and sound. It facilitates communication with beings from other worlds and dimensions. The Flower of Life symbol can be found in various locations around the planet. No one knows for sure how old this symbol really is.

The constellation shown represents Aquarius, because many believe we are entering the Age of Aquarius. Nobody really know when it will happen, some peoples believe it began in 2012. "The Age of Aquarius is the Age of Freedom, Technology (especially electricity), and the Water Bearer."
Scientists today confirmed the galactic alignment as the Maya predicted, "There's no question that one of the great cycles of the traditional ancient Mayan calendar comes to a completion of its count at that time in 2012,"says E.C. Krupp, Ph.D., director of the Griffith Observatory in Los Angeles, California.

The word Peace,

Love,

Joy

The Feather represents Balance

The spiral. Ancient people could recognize that the stars overhead spun around a central point every night, and today we know we reside within a spiral galaxy. Thus, the spiral can be a symbol of the universe and our place within it and of the great cycles that constantly advance within this universe.

The journey towards to an awakening mind

I have always been seeking for something, for the meaning of life I guess, ever since I was a teenager. I was brought up Catholic, fairly strictly as in I was taken to church every Sunday, went to Confession and Catholic School etc. Yes I was most definitely brainwashed. But.

It was nice for me as a child because I guess I only heard the core truth of it, as people always try to hide the bad things from children, so it was with the religion. So I had a lovely relationship with Jesus  and Mary and the angels and God. I would pick flowers and take them to Mary's statue in school the next day. Just as I did with the fairies and elven folk from my books, where I would leave them Sindy shoes and clothes in little packages under my pillow. I believed that I could pray for sunshine and that it would happen for me. And you know, it often would.

 I lost this as I grew up. I saw the badness gradually seeping through the cracks in a beautifully-painted-by-Michelangelo ceiling. I saw things and heard things that made me start questioning everything. Instead of angels, I was being watched and spied on by spirits or demons or by the saints in heaven who would be there 24 hours a day, judging me, a doubting Thomas. There was no escape.

I had 3 children (to whom I never passed on a religious upbringing as I didn't believe in it anymore). My son declared to me that there was no God when he was just 5 years old, so I too tried atheism for a while. That didn't suit me either. I believed in energy, because I could feel it, but had come to detest the word 'God' whilst the name 'Jesus Christ' made me cringe. 

This period that I went through I believe they call 'The Dark Night of the Soul'. It took me nearly 10 years to escape the fear that had begun with my doubts.

A new awakening began when I turned 38 years old. I found 'The Secret' by Rhonda Byrne, which was a revelation to me - it worked, it really did! I asked for things and they came. I won something on the lottery every week for 2 months that I did it. 

Somehow after a couple of months that didn't feel 'whole' either, and then I discovered Abraham Hicks. Esther Hicks channels a consciousness called Abraham and the insights it gives are just incredible, beautiful. After a while this didn't seem to be 'whole' either. So I read books by Eckhart Tolle, Byron Katie, Deepak Chopra. I became more fascinated with extra-terrestrial subjects. I learned that the world is not as the media would have us believe. I learned that the media, the banks, the schools, pharmaceuticals, agriculture, the government etc are controlled by very secret corporations who all seem to have the same wealthy families at the very top involved. 

Thats when my dreams began to reveal stranger things. Things I knew deep inside that had been covered up and confused with insane thoughts and ideas.

The morning I awoke with the word 'Atanasia' in my ears was a deeply awakening moment. My husband was part of it as he awoke with me and I googled the word on his phone. I still feel the euphoria of absolute knowing this truth from my dream vision. Of knowing that I am not alone, that I am immortal, that we are all connected, that there is no great judge. 

After my following dream in which I was visited by a teacher, Kenneth Wapnick, I began to read 'A Course in Miracles'. It is a complete self-study spiritual thought system. No groups are needed, no churches, no temples, just me and my mind.
And so began a new chapter in my life. My spirit feels free again, though I would never consider myself 'spiritual', I do not see the need for titles.

I still have the fairies of my childhood, the ghosts of that magical time spent playing and reading, I still have the creatures from ancient myth and legend - they never left. They transformed with me. 

But I also have the bigger picture back. Call it God, Creator, Source, Spirit, Richard, Julie, whatever, it doesn't matter. It is connected to me, it is the real me, and I can feel it. 

'The only true wisdom is in knowing you know nothing'.
Socrates.

Past Life dream

I have been interested in and asking to be shown past lives and also wondering what it feels like to die. Then I had the following dream.
I was a child aged 9 sitting on an old fashioned train, in a carriage. I was seated next to two other little girls, my sisters. The sister sitting next to me was my son in this life. I was aware of this in the dream and as this was a past life we were aware of what was about to occur.
We were dressed in frilly cotton dresses, pink and white with ankle leather boots and blonde ringlets. We were obviously quite well off, it was late 19th century. We were talking about our imminent death. My sister was trying to reassure me that there was nothing to fear, it would be quick and painless. I prepared myself and then felt the barrel of a gun on my temple, knowing it was my father about to kill us, heard a bang and then everything felt colder.
I realised I was dead and so slipped out of the body. I looked at the little girls and then felt panic that I did not see a white light anywhere. Time had stopped and everything had a grey tint to it. Then I remembered 'God is with me everywhere I go' and repeated this several times until I felt calm and happy. I then decided to start time again and would wait for my sister to be killed before moving on.